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| 05:51pm 26/12/2004 |
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yea. so i had a good X-mas, it was nice. i got some stuff for my car and some pretty ear rings and a cute neclace from my sister, i was very happy. my mom put our stockings together really nice. she wrapped the presents in it. we had a good breakfast but i couldnt really taste or it. we played PS2 most of the day. Melissa and her boyfriend Chris came and visited me, that was nice to. i washed my car and put on the cheap ass hub caps i got, but thats only until i get the other ones from my grandad. my neighbor Joe and his family are going to Glamus or however the hell you spell it, so dad was talking to him while i was doing that. then we had dinner, made a cake and sang happy birtday for Jesus and then went home and played more PS2. my mom, Court and i went to Olive Garden today and that was SOOOOOO good cause it was the first real meal since i got my tongue done, so that was cool. ok well, im gonna go take a nice bath and them hang out with my sister. Bye Bye.
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| 10:51am 24/12/2004 |
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Alot has happened since ive updated. Kim and i are no longer friends because shes deciding to be a BITCH. she trying to pin Pamyla against each other but it didnt work. shes also trying to giult trip me about being friends with Holly. oh yea, Holly and I are friends now, we talked it and the whole thing was abig misunderstanding caused by Kim. Kim has no more friends. all her friends see that its all about her and no one else. She accused me and Pamyla of smoking weed with Holly, yea ok Kim! i also got a car, my dad bought it for me. its a 98' Plymouth Breeze. its not the nicest car but its mine and thats all that matters. i also got my tongue pierced on Wednesday. it didnt hurt at all when they did it. the only thing that hurt was when i saw the needle and i pulled my tongue away and he had the clamps on my tonge, that was the only thing that hurt me. i didnt even know that he was done until he said something. Pamyla was mad that it didnt hurt me like it hurt her. she got even more mad when we woke up the next day and it didnt hurt at all, she was pissed. i cant eat really, and my tongue is really fat and sometimes it hurts but hardly ever. *knocks on wood* i cant wait for it to heal, i think it will look cute. ive learned alot over the past 3 months. i am not gonna let people walk all over me and if someone doesnt like me, no big deal... F**K THEM! and if people want to believe everything they hear, F**K THEM TOO! i also learned that my dad is the only man i trusted. every other man is either a friend, a bitch or a pussy! you fall into one of those categories. now im not saying my guy friends have f**cked me over, but they have turned thier back on me at some point in time. i just have the attitude like if your gonna f**k with me than do it but just be careful and watch your back because i have no proplem f**king your shit up, and if your not gonna do anything than stop talkin out of your ass, sit down and SHUT THE FUCK UP! well that is all for now, Bye Bye.
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| 08:40pm 28/10/2004 |
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Hi everyone, how are you all? I havent updated in a long time, i've been busy. Nothing has really happened lately. Kim moved out of her house and Sammy moved back into her dads house so its all good. My friends and i went to Albert's birthday party last weekend and that was alot of fun. Our friends Kyle, Jr., Sammy, Chris and Aaron came too, it was cool. I've been really depressed lately, i dont know whats wrong. I now im hurting inside but i can't feel it, and i have a thousand tears to cry but i can't shed one. its hard for me, i think im gonna talk to Melissa about it tomorrow. i feel like im not wanted sometimes, like im not good enough for anybody because theres always someone better than me. i just think to much... i... im just hurting right now. dont worry im fine i am just down in the dumps right now but i'll get better. i guess i'll go now. Talk to you later, Bye Bye.
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| 07:38pm 15/10/2004 |
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how is everyone? im fine i guess. one of my best friends, Samantha was down this past week but i think shes going home tonight. it makles me very sad, but at least we got her fort as long as we did right? right! school sucks, im going to a peer leadership confrience on the 15 of November...i think... so that should be cool. k well, i dont have anything interesting to say. ok bye bye.
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| 11:43am 01/10/2004 |
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im going to San Luis Obispo with my mom, sis and Pamyla. everyone in our little group is going away for the weekend, so its cool. anyways, Yesterday my dad took the explorer and my mom wanted to take her car so i was stuck with the little white truck, it was hoorible. i cried 3 times. i had to call someone else to come drive it for me. i found my video camera again so weve been playing with it alot, its been fun. well, thats all thats interesting so ill let you guys go. Bye Bye. OH, and i quit Auto tech, ok bye.
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| 10:56am 25/09/2004 |
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yea, so... i hate Auto tech, its really gay! yesterday was ok, i woke up at 5:00 and went to school and all that fun stuff. in peer leadership we are going to get T-shirts for the 2nd years, thats me! i went out with Pamyla, Kim, Dorothy, Melissa and Krystal. 1st we went to the Hookah bar and we met thses 3 people, Eric, Abe and Krystal... they were so cool. we hung out with them the whole time at the hookah bar, they wanted to know where a good party was to go to so me and the girls were calling around to find out but no one was answering their phones or the parties were in Riverside i didnt feel like going out there. while all of this was going on, Kim's ex shows up with his girlfriend and she got all bent out of shape. she was kinda trying to start stuff, so that got me upset. so we decided to go pay because we were all gonna go to In n Out and guess who walks up? YEA! that tramp Holly. i was pissed. i was like we need to go right now! so we left and went to In n Out. then we went up to Lasselle? to look for a party but there was none. so we stopped and Kim called Holly to see where the party was in Riverside and i about flipped out. i told Kim if Holly goes im not going but thank God she had a curfew. Melissa and Kim were getting upset that we were talking about Holly, so we started talking more shit! we were saying things like:
1. Holly got kicked out of red lobster for eating her own crabs!
2. When we get to the party were gonna ask how many guys have been with Holly so we can get them to go see a doctor for their itching!
3. we can always tell when shes around because theres tons of guys that look fulfilled... but thier girlfriends out of state!
theres so much more funny stuff, i just cant remember. i swear the whole way there we were bagging on her. then we got to the party and it was kinda dead. We saw Trevor there but he was already so wasted! it was the funniest thing. we were about to leave because iot was dead until we meet this girl Tracey...now she was so drunk, it was funny. she was like, i cant believe you guys live in Mo. Val. but we have never met. she was trying so hard to remember our names but she couldnt do that well. so we got her phone number and said goodbye and took off to San Bernardino. We went parking lot pimping and Carlos Obrains? but there was no one cute, they were all ugly. so then we went back to Mo. Val. and i was sooo tired but as soon as we got to Kim/Pam's house, i got my next wind. it was so much fun. then we went to Melissa's house around 3:00 or 3:30 cause we were staying at her house. that was fun to but then around 4'4:30 i was sooo tiredcause i had almost been up fro 12 hours, i just fell asleep. ok well i have to go, bye bye.
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| 05:00pm 20/09/2004 |
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Today was a good day. i wasnt that late to school so that i was a plus. i only have to more lessons to get through so i can take home a book so im excited. then in Peer Leadership i met with someone today and talked to them, it was really cool! then in English i finished a packet so thats 2.5 credits right there, my goal is a packet a week. then nothing really exciting happened until i dropped Court off at home and then went and saw Kenny. i had asked him if i could start riding his horses because im getting out of shape and i need to do some form of exercise and this is the funniest way. so he showed me where everything is and stuff like that, so im hoping to ride 2morrow. i wont be able to ride Olreka? because she lost a shoe, but its ok because i like and trust Redmar more. Melissa wants to come with me but i dont know if Kenny will get upset or not. im sure he wouldnt but i wouldnt really let her full out ride because they arent my horses and she probably doesnt know how to ride very well and at least if i fall im for sure not gonna sue kenny or the lady who owns the property, you know? so i guess ill stop rambling on, talk to you guys later. bye bye
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| 08:58pm 15/09/2004 |
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i have been looking for this CD FOREVER and no one had it... BUT I FOUND IT! it was soooooo SCONE! i was soooo happy! nothing has happened that is very interesting. My friend Kim's friend, Holly, yea... i dont like her! she talks alot of shit, but its ok. i havent seen Dorothy for awhile and she said her aunt wont let her see her friends for a month, then she changed it to only Kim, then it got changed to only Kim and Melissa. *confused look* WTF. that hurts my feelings. its ok, i dont really want to hang out with who they hangf out with, because they hanbg out with white trash like Steve! anyways, i better go, i'll talk to you guys later. Bye Bye.
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| 04:07pm 12/09/2004 |
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scone is my new word, its going to replace the word cool or hot or any other special words like that. ok well, Pamyla and i saw our old friend Cida and shes 2 months pregnant. Congrats Cida. i dont know how to spell her name so im just guessing. but yea, thats awesome. and then we were making Willie our official pastor today and that was really cool. Congrats to Willie too! after church dad, court and I went to Kenny's because i really wanted to see the horses cause i miss them. OMG!!!! he got them looking GREAT!!! Olreka? is filled out and the blackest ive ever seen her! she looks awesome! Red-Mar looks so good to, he really has been working with them. he said i can come ride whenever i want to. i just cant believe how good she looks, her neck actually looks like a Fresian neck, i miss playing with them so much. then there was this little pit at his property and she was really mis-treated, im not even kidding. someone who had her gave her a tatoo on her belly, a big one! i asked Kennny if they did it while she was awake and he said he thinks so. isnt that horrible and want to make you cry? how can you give a dog a tatoo? im just so mad about it! ok well, i better get going, talk to you guys later.
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| 02:40pm 11/09/2004 |
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how are you all? im fine. ok well, school at March Mountain is awesome so far. the first day Melissa and i messed around and had alot of fun. we make fun of people all the time... well we dont single them out, we just joke about random stuff. so if we think someone is gay or we just want to mess with someone we tell them that they like to have slumber parties! LoL! i guess its more of an inside joke but what are ya' gonna do. OMG!!!! yesterday there were cops infront of my school and they were pointing guns at this guy in a car and when he got out of the car with his hands up they tackled him... it was funny. so yeah, March is cool. on the other hand VALLEY VIEW IS THE WORSTEST HORRIBLEST SCHOOL EVER!!!!!!! i have Auto Tech. and i think that everyone in there thinks iom a air head. i have to sit in there for 2 hours and after 30 minutes my butt goes numb from the dumb stools and then after that the numbness starts to makes it way down my legs. its terrible. anyways, i am gonna hang out with Pamyla tonight because i would like to spend time with her, i need to talk to her about what im gonna do with some of the issues in my life right now. OMG! nevermind because it makes me to mad! ok well, i have to go. i hope you guys have an awesome rest of the weekend, Bye Bye.
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| 05:03pm 08/09/2004 |
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im so not looking forward to school, i hate school. i have my ROP 2morrow to, i think i might take Steve and Lindsay home, im not sure right now though. please dont make me go to school! my dad said if i bust my ass hes gonna buy me a car for my B-day. IM SOOOOO UPSET!!!! i wont be able to watch "whose line is it anyways" and i dont like that at all! my school is so ghetto, i have to wear my ID on me the whole year! i guess its a safety thing, but i dont like it all. i got my car washed today. i think its the greatest thing because you pay these people 8 bucks and the wash the inside and out of your car, im happy, so now im all set for school. i talked to Josh last night and i dont know where we are in our relationship, i dont... i really dont know. i do know that im a very forgiving person when it comes to certain people and i need to work on it. i dont think im being fair to Josh, i just really need to think about if i can be with him or not. i really need to focus on school right now, we'll see i guess. ok well, i got to go. Bye Bye.
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| 02:17pm 04/09/2004 |
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hey everyone, whats up? how are you all? im fine. my mom and i got into a fight today but i dont want to talk about it. we went to my friend Albert's house and it ws alot of fun! it was just a small kick back, but it was cool. at first there was only 9 people there but then Tim came over with some friends so then there was about 15 people. we(kim,pamyla, and I) saw tim pull up and we all yelled "Tim" and ran to go give him a hug. well i got to go because my mom is trying to talk to me and im not in a mood to multi-task. bye.
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| 10:44pm 01/09/2004 |
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im talking to my friend and i know shes going through a hard time right now but i have my own problems and i just... i dont know. my teacher said i have alot of empathy, and thats a good thing, but she said it alsdo can be a bad thing. she said that people feel like they can talk to me but no one has time to listen to whats going on with me. my boyfriend was suppose to come over tonight but he blew me off. i feel like my sister, mom and some of my friends have no faith in me. anyways, school starts very very soon! im not excited at all, i kinda hate school. i need to turn in my packet on friday. Steven and Lindsay, if you guys read this... i really need to get away, can we go to the beach on Tuesday? ok, get back to me then. Bye Bye.
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| 04:38pm 25/08/2004 |
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hi everyone. how are you all? im fine. you know what i was just thinking is that i would hate to be grounded in my dads house that we live in right now because i would be sooooooooooo bored and longing to be with the outside of these walls. last night i went to my moms house and we took down the trampoline so we could take it to the wades. then today on my way back to Mo. Val. i picked pamyla up because she felt sick and throwing up. then went to my school and met Josh there. we hung out with him for about 15 minutes. he tryed to tell me that he is a better driver than me, yeah right! than we went and looked for jobs. then i dropped her off aty her house and it was a mess. Pamyla was pissed. then i left and took the trampoline over to the Steve and Lindsay's house. i miss that house alot, or i probably just miss the memories. anyways, i have to go make a few phone calls. Bye Bye. |
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| 06:33pm 23/08/2004 |
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im so confused. i feel like im a horrible person. im not being fair either way. if i do what i was gonna do, than im in the wrong. but i cant be with him because my heart isnt in it yet. i havent given myself enough time to heal. im just so confused! i want to go to sleep but i cant, and if i go to sleep... im just... i have so many mixed emotions. IM SO FUCKING FUCKED UP! i have to go.
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| 10:33pm 22/08/2004 |
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hi everyone. alot has happened in the last week and a half. i helped my mom move in our apartment, i like it. that saturday night i was suppose to hang out with evertone in our little clique.(Melissa, Kim, Dorothy, Pamyla and I) i was all down for it but i told everyone that Pam and I's friends(Theo and Josh) were coming too. they were all cool about it. now i dont remember who but someone invited Steve into the whole mix... i HATE steve. i think he is low life dirty trash! so i told them that if we were going to this one perticular place that i would go with him and not say anything, but anywhere else than that i wasnt gonna go with him. that being said... we didnt go to that place so pamyla and i went with Theo and Josh. now this upset the 3 other girls, but mostly Kim. so we got into this big fight thaty has been going on since last sunday. i dont feel like i sdid anything wrtong so im not apoligizing. anyways, i also have a boyfriend, his name is Josh. i havent told my dad yet, im waiting for the right time. those who know my dad know what im talking about. hes sweet, i like him. what also upset me was that someone called my boyfriend the N word behind my back. that pissed Pamyla and I off alot! i know who said it now, but im just gonna let it go... if they have a problem with black people... thats thier fight, not mine. anyways, my dad took us to Sea World and the zoo this weekend. i had alot of fun. Sea World was alot more fun than the zoo, oh well. im gonna try to go the beach with the kids this week, im gonna go over sometime 2morrow. i know ive promised them the trampoline... and i will get it to them as soon as i can. ive just had a lot in my plate guys. i also had to put my moms dog down this week, that was sad. i have to go now. Bye Bye.
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| 11:02pm 11/08/2004 |
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yea, so i talked to Josh and he wants to go out on Saturday night. i really hope he and Theo fall through. i like him, and hes told me that he likes me. i would like to have a relationship, it would be nice. im just afraid of what my family will say because hes black. My dads's family is from the south and my mom comes from a family that was raised in a town that was mostly white. i dont know, i think im getting ahead of myself though. anyways, Pamyla's driving test is 2morrow, i wish her the best! i have to go now, talk to you later. Bye Bye.
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Hello everyone, how are you all? im fine. i kinda feel like nothing is going my way. i just want one thing to go the way i would like it. i met this guy that im interested in, and i talked to his friend and askedhim whats up? but i dont know if hes gonna call or not. i hope so. anyways, i got my moms old GSM phone, i like it... i think. i havent had it long enough to know if i like it or not. i think my friend is still mad at me.. but you know what? i dont care, because i know what i did was right. and this guy likes my other friend but shes not really into him. if that one guy calls me, i think i'll go out with him by myself. we have to move in 5 days, im excited! i hope we give the dog away though. not because im mean, just because i think it will be better off with someone else. have you ever read " Of Mice and Men"? it is a VERY good book! well, i think it is. its kinda sad, but its still very good. oh guys... do you think he will call me? i hope so, but my luck is he wont. :-( oh well. ok, i got to go. Bye Bye.
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| 08:06pm 07/08/2004 |
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im am just... i guess im just tired. im tired of...
1. My friend back-stabbing the other one.
2. Trying to do the right thing but losing a friend over it.
3. trying to go to sleep to get away from the thought of something only for it to return to me on mu dreams.
4. Being talked s**t on behind my back.
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How are you all? I'm fine. So much stuff went on today. I thought that my friend was gonna be mad at me but she wasn't. my friend is going out with someone tonight and im happy for her. ok, i cant multi-task so i have to go.
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